Saturday, February 6, 2016

My Soul, You Flaked

Darling, you are anticipated amelioration
Sun drops of warmth on my sun dried skin
A collapsing pillar of contentment

We are heaven birthed and heavy struck by non-circumvented spaces, moved furniture pieces, and black laughter

Darling, you are anticipated asunder that glistens
It’s black and sticky in my muddled cognate
You are a digital creation of words like backspace
Pasted like intolerance

Darling, you can’t glue together my lemniscated lines

Frisson, you are frisson.

The colors of your actions are the questions I will never ask.
They stare, they chant, they fly

Darling, you are awestruck and awakening
Gold paint and a soul full of cimarron
You are inconsistent labor, like oscillating threads weaving together the mural of decomposition

I dare not purse my lips
I absorb the radiating sparks of visible sunlight
Like cliche hands ticking time
Flare, to glare.

You aren't the hand in mine
And forgiveness can’t be told by 9
Stars race like caterpillars darting by

Oh darling, you aren’t the hand in mine


Flaking risk to sooth your anxious soul


-AJ

Quick disturbance of pure darkness, the unknown, with affronts on the murky 

ineffectual surface by risk induced illumination. The greatest folly is to cling to 

safety, allow the inner child of your soul to romp as it once did eons ago 

streaking and gliding on Saturn’s rings. You are a millennia with incalculable 

decades of virtue that has incised itself on the table of God’s heart. You are habit 

and habit is automatic; you are expression, you are faith with seamless passion. 

You are grey, a matte grey with enticing red folds of meticulous nature. You are 

like the settled sea and the ever crashing tides how you draw in and suddenly 

push out, then with a subtle glance facilitate ones being. Your nature is risky, 

therefore your nature is not your own; fierce in its manner of escaping the 

banalities of safe seeking conformities. The soul is to be wild not captive. True 

existence is flaking risk to sooth your anxious soul.